it is a bloody emo day for me.
i dont know why.

is a friday night. at 9.24pm now.guess what i am doing?
stuck in office.
or should i say i rather hide in office.
i just dont feel like going anywhere.
(though i am meeting kester and gang later)

i am just so confused.
confused with the world.
sometimes, i really wonder if i am in sinking into depression.
(but again, cannot be. i put on like 5kg. nobody on earth puts on weight when depressed)

i am just feeling so horrible.
can someone explain this?
i really dont know.
i dont wish to know.
i am so tired.

sometimes, i wish that i can go to a far far away land.
no one can find me.
maybe one day you all realise that i am gone.
gone for good.
really gone.

bye bye world.